15.4.10

Handwriting.

My new handwriting is specifically hard to read. It's much more mysterious that way. It's also got little swirls over the words to save time in care of t's and i's. No more dotting/crossing!
Changing my handwriting is just a process of my personal development, in a way. I'm getting tired of being the current "me" and inside I'm ready to try out a new role. I have the feeling she's gonna be a lot more emotional but  she's still going to be super sarcastic. I have to much fun with that to let my favorite hobby go. I'm still going to have the same interests, I think, but apply them in different ways. I'm going to develop my art a lot more, maybe focus a bit less on being "perfect" and become more "with the flow". I need to take out my sewing machine and get cracking. I'm getting materials for my sister's dress soon and I hope it'll be gorgeous. In a way though, I'll be more precise, just in a free form way. To be honest, I have no idea  what I'm gonna be, I just know I'll have fun.

14.4.10

Words.

I love words. And numbers. They have so much more meaning to them than people think. Most people think a word has exactly one definition, but to me.. It has so much more. Every word has a different, indescribable meaning. When I try to describe words, I get so caught up in the emotion that each word has.. it's amazing. So I'm going to define some of my favorite words.

Whimsical - An airy, bright-hearted sort of adjective. It's floaty and melodious, like a a daisy and rose bouquet. Slightly unconventional, with a bit of a crazy edge, but softened by the sheer fun and playfulness of it all.

Illusion -  This word is slippery, like silk. It folds and twists and covers meanings. It's a bit sad, 'cause you know it'll disappear eventually, but it's lovely all the same. It reminds me of how eyes can be used oh so very well to cover emotions and reveal them.

Palpable - It reminds me of something like a putty mist, something that you can grab and hold onto and bring close and shape how ever you want. I always think of writing with air whenever I think of this word.